Wanted to start things off by noting that my greek lils ROCK!!
We have trouble keeping in touch w/ each other but we can be content knowing that we'll always be there for one another.
Thanks for switching me back to intellectual mode.

Interesting how we all ran into relationship problems at the same time.

Is there something to blame?
Probably not.
For now I'll just put the blame on El Presidente and the Governor of California.
Because I can, and I disagree w/ the majority of there decisions.
But let's not talk politics, that's how you lose friends.

Anybody else see the recent natural disasters around the world as Mother Nature's way of saying: "Bush, you messed up." ?

Eh.
Just falling back on my sarcasm and dark humor to get me thru life at the moment.

To those who think I hit rock bottom....
Wait. There's more!! *spit flying*

Our crap I-Drive garage opener installed by Martin's Garage based in the 714 area code has decided to completely crap out on us.
Completely unable to move. With my car conveniently trapped inside.
Talked to them in the morning, still waiting on there return call.

Had a long conversation w/ Sandee yesterday.[Ed.note: Sorry Mar, this was before I got your message.]
Got to figure out what went wrong and learn that "someday" we might get together again.
Feeling better since we could leave on good terms and not have to deal w/ the self-hate, self-doubt that's been plaguing me the past few weeks.

Would I accept her back into my life?
Definitely.
It's waaaaay too expensive being single.
Spent my last two paychecks going out to get away from my house.
Cash only when you go out people, don't bring your debit card like I did.
Almost a $200 tab.
Eeeeee....

'Sides, I'm not built for the "manwhore" lifestyle anymore. Mainly because of finances.
Costs too much these days.
$20 avg. for a movie
+Dinner
+Alchol to work faster than charm
+Condoms
+Hotel/Motel/Limo
=Taaad bit too much for me just to release some tension.

Better off just gettin' an escort.
Got my last paycheck still.
Should I?
Would I?

I'll leave that up to you to decide 'til my next post.
Which might be often since I have so much freetime now.
Maybe multi-posts in a month or even....
a DAY!

EGADS!

The Random Quote:
"I the papi!" - Life the movie